First Days with Ian

We’ve had lots of fun with Ian our first few days.  We went swimming – he loves to go swimming.   We did some other sight seeing around the city, a boat trip down the Dniepro, and the war museum (a BIG hit with Ian).  He’s not much of a walker, but there is lots of complaining, but when we get to our destination (or he know we’re going to McDonalds) he perks up.  We had lunch with another family here from BC that are waiting for their second SDA appt (, and Ian hit it off with their boys who are about the same age (complete with arm pit farts and all!) We also went to the International Church Assembly and Ian was very patient and good.  At various times I have prayed for Ian’s salvation, but God layed it on my heart to pray during the church service specifically for it.  I would imagine the church experience was very different from the Ukrainian Orthodox chruch experience he has had.

Today was the fifth day that Ian has been living with us!  It’s been amazing, but, at times, challenging.   The amazing part has been that it has been so easy to love on Ian – he is very affectionate, happy, excited to come to America.  He is VERY annimated, and he has us laughing a whole lot!  One of the best decisions ever was to bring Olivia with me back to Kiev.  Ian and Olivia have made an incredible connection and I think they will always have a special bond because of their time together.  She is also very helpful to me.  When Ian has been resistant to doing something (i.e. brushing his teeth) he will usually do it if he sees that Olivia has to do it too.  It’s also nice to have  an extra set of hands and eyes when traveling around the city.

The uncomfortable and challenging part is parenting with a language barrier and trying to figure out what and how much to compromise on.  We are in a trust building phase of our relationship, but I still need to show that there are boundaries.  But, when I’m setting those boundaries, and saying “no”  how do I communicate why?   Today we had our first real meltdown.  We had been out and about doing some fun things, and we got to the street of our apartment on our way home, which happens to have a toy store.  Ian has been eyeing the toy store every day, and today, I gave in and we went in  (hindsight – mistake).  Ian wanted a toy gun, and I said “no”.  At which point, Ian starting asking for anything and everything in the store indiscrimately. I had already said “yes” to a few other things prior in the day (cola and chips, Mc Donalds, extra time at the war museum) My thought was, in America, we can purchase him a nurf gun , and I won’t have to worry about him shooting things in our host apartment and possibly breaking something (and transportation home).  I did effectively communicate that he could have one in America, but, of course, like any child (or adult) we want what we want NOW!  What pursued was a meltdown and by the time we got to our building, I was practically dragging him in.  I sent Olivia upstairs to the apratment and I sat on the step with Ian and again tried to explain myself and comfort him.  He cried the first tears that I’ve seen and it was hard.  Our  fellow flat  guest is a sweet English woman named  Jenny, who happens to be a play therapist and speaks Ukrainian (as well as our flat host, which has been  wonderful for transation), came down to help out.  It turns out, it was more about being tired and maybe a little overwhelmed than anything else.  I had to remind myself that in some ways I’m parenting a much younger child developmentally.  Maybe we’ve been doing too much, but at the same time, just hanging out in the apartment tends to allow too much gravitation toward the computer and electronics.

So, we will hang low today and maybe play some games  We are getting our tax ID number later today and then can apply for our passport.  It’s a very optimistic but possible with lots of prayers that we could be done by Friday afternoon and fly out Sat.  But, it may be more realistic that our paperwork will be done on Mon, and we would fly home on Tuesday.  The transition time is hard here and we are really feeling ready to get home.  I love to be home in my familiar surroundings and circumstances. During the trying times it’s hard to be away from my sounding board and soul mate (as well as my other fishies).  So, wait we will continue to do……

This entry was posted in Uncategorized. Bookmark the permalink.

8 Responses to First Days with Ian

  1. thedriedgers says:

    Yeah for the tax ID number! Praise God!

  2. Susan A says:

    The first is always hard, will pray for His wisdom so that you may know what to do. and joining in you in praying for Ian to be saved. 🙂

  3. Lesley says:

    Reading your post and thinking of you. Little by little your precious Ian will learn. Your family will teach him through love and patience and God’s guidance.
    Looking forward to you coming home and starting your lives together here. Have missed you so much!
    Hugs coming at you,

  4. Praying with you! He will most likely have lots of meltdowns and you are totally equipped for them, friend. Love you!

  5. Autumn says:

    We will be lifting you all up in prayer….bless you for being the hands and feet of Jesus!

  6. Natalie says:

    I’ve been reading since the beginning, but am a first time commenter!! Thank you so much for posting about the awesome things with Ian and adoption as well as the maybe not so awesome at the moment things. I was wondering if you were going to post some of the more challenging aspects of the adoption, as that is something I wonder most about with adoptions. I’m really interested in the adjustments back in America also. Can’t wait to see the pictures when Ian meets the rest of the family 🙂 I’m sure he’ll be ecstatic!

    Fingers crossed for you – hopefully you get back to your other fishies sooner rather than later!

  7. Sandy Bralley says:

    Kristin: I watched Amy struggle with many of the same things you just touched on with Yuri this summer. I can imagine, it would be so much harder to stand consistent and firm on your “no’s” with Ian but he will grow and thrive with this guidance, just like your other kiddos! Our Father gives us His commandments to keep us happy, safe (on His path) and accountable. Our children think our rules are to take away their fun sometimes but they are for the same reasons. God will give you the endurance, strength and ways of communication to guide HIS and your little guy! Prayers for a return home this week!

  8. Rob P Fisherr says:

    We’re praying for all y’all.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s